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Monday, March 16, 2009
Monday i made it a point to post abt my damn fucking @#$%^&/*! ulcer.
I USED VULGAR LANGUAGE BECAUSE I AM SO FED UP BY MY DAMN ULCER. its causing me so much pain and misery.... SO I TORTURED IT BY PUTTING LOADS AND LOADS OF SALT ON IT. AND I KEPT ON APPLYING SALT ON IT EVERY 5 MINS FOR 3 TIMES. MAKE IT PAIN PAIN PAIN. but even tho I AM THE ONE FEELING THE PAIN T_T , but somehow i got the feeling that the ulcer will feel pain too. ok, you may not get what i mean, coz i know this is a weird philosophy of mine. when you apply salt on the ulcer the ulcer will turn white, and it will cause excruciating and intense pain to you, which i also dunno why. somehow i find joy in seeing my ulcer turn white as i have the thought that the ulcer is suffering in agony. LOL. who ask it to grow in my mouth. 自作自受. then when it reaches a point when it is so painful it becomes numb. BUT THEN IN ORDER TO TORTURE MY ULCER, THE MOMENT IT TURNED NUMB I PUT ANOTHER SERVING OF SALT ONTO IT, MAKING IT SUFFER ANOTHER ROUND OF PAINFULNESS :D i know i am very sadistic, but the ulcer is making me so mad!!! its so painful i cant eat properly. my mum says i am crazy. BUT I DUN CARE. the ulcer deserves it. 好grow不grow grow in my mouth. if the ulcer doesnt recover in another 2 days i am gg to do something more cruel to it..... i sound really scary, coz i am really angry with my ulcer. LOL SS501 FIGHTING!!!{4:15 AM}
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