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Saturday, April 11, 2009
Saturday wth.... so many hw waiting for me to complete...
went for trng on friday. was feeling damn guilty that i have to leave so early for cid proj. so sorry ppl. i srsly want to do my best in this competition. i took trng really srsly on friday. like the nan gun part, i tried to be as aggressive as possible like wat jiaolian said, and i got 3 bruises on my arms. i showed my sister, and my sister insisted that i pinched myself. T_T. and i made a very serious and fierce face to bring out the "aggressiveness" that we lack.but chantal told me i look like i am forcing myself to look fierce, then in the end i look very funny. LOLS :D ok, i will just do my best. aft cid came back alr damn tired. so slacked the whole way. i deserved the rest. saturday morning i woke up freaking early at 6.30am jus to try to at least clear off a teeny weeny bit of my hw. decided to start with math, coz i like math. then i look at the qns on math ws 1. i totally gong3 diao4. i dun understand a thing. but i guess that's becoz its too early and my brain isnt functioning well. coz later in the morning the qns became very easy for me, finished abt 3 qns when my sis say she wanna go jp, ask if i wanna go. and u know, i cant resist the temptation even tho i know the consequences is loads of unfinished work and terrifying scoldings from teachers. but i dun care le. sec 3 life, till now, is exhausting. i feel that i need a break from all these. sec 3 life actually made me feel like quitting school. those impossible tasks and failing tests....haiz..... mayb one day when i really cant take it i will quit school. i think i will love working more than studying. duh, for sure, u get to earn money and u dun need take tests and exams, and dun need sing majulah singapura everyday. yes, i am sick of singing the national anthem everyday. -.- so went to jp with my sis aft lunch. probably becoz i am too tired from waking up so early, as we are shopping my eyelids are so the very heavy. bought a new wallet, coz my old one is spoilt, got hole, no wonder my coins keep disappearing. wth. and yeah, i drank bubble tea. :D reached home at arnd 4pm, continued with math until dinner time. then do math again, just finished doing all the qns :D feel so satisfied :D hw left 1. la book review (die liao, only read less than 100 pages T_T) 2. la ws 3. la journal 4. chi jian3 bao4 if i am not wrong then is like that lor. la journal due next fri, i got time then do. LOLS:D chi jian3 bao due next wed, HAHAHA, i go competition, got excuse dun hand in :D MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA, so later i go complete la ws, tmr pia book review :D i everything plan hao3 hao3 le.... LOLS :D tmr i swear i shall not give in to any temptations. mus devote all my time on hw. and think about my taolu. i think these few days i shall be very emo, coz i am really scared for jiti gun. just the mere thought of jiti gun is enuf to make my heart pump very fast. i want to do my best, i want rvwushu to win back the trust and confidence jiaolian once have in us, like wat tony said. i really want to. SS501 FIGHTING!!!{5:19 AM}
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