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Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Tuesday for the whole of today, the only thing i felt was..... i am really exhausted.
even tho my math paper 2 was better, my math paper 1 totally failed me already. so yeah. i am tired, i wonder why i practiced so hard for math yet i still got this kind of sucky results. so i sort of try to indulge in self denial. i didnt want to listen to what mr choy said, how he tried to explain the exam qns to us. i dont want to listen. i kept redoing the qns and was happy that i actually know how to do them,just that i cant perform up to standard during exam, probably becoz of the time limit and stress....but that doesnt change the fact that i did badly. it was chinese after that. it was even more disappointing. actually, before i wanted to post, i actually wanted to scold lam wan in this post. but so what if i scold her? my marks will not change. and that's becoz i got her as my chinese teacher, which is I 三身修来的“福”.shall not elaborate much, becoz her 逻辑and 思维is so different frm us, its useless to argue with her. arguing with her only makes you feel like a loser. last 2 years i will check the paper furiously with the answer scheme to get every mark i can get. but today, i jus sat at my place and ignored lam wan totally. i didnt even bother to look at the answer scheme and see whether i can get marks or not. i just sat there, and wondered again, wondered why i am so LUCKY to have lam wan as my chinese teacher. PE next. ran 8 rounds. and is a round larger than another round. i dunno how to say la. after that my arm was damn pain. i know its werid. should be leg pain but i dunno why is arm pain. i suspected that a bee stung my arm, coz i saw a bee fly past me after PE and my arm felt painful after that. but i cant find any holes or something on my arm. so i was telling myself that my muscles are growing, that's why so pain. LOLS:D chem after recess, and my hand felt better after chem. chem went through paper. sian. lang arts. this is one of the few times i look forward to lang arts.coz we watching movie, comedy somemore:D so was quite slack. phy mock prac test. i felt very tired by then. miss chueng was like asking me"why you look so sad?" and i didnt know what to say. i actually didnt know why i was sad. i only knew that i am worn out. my head was spinning and my hand was starting to hurt again. when i carry heavier things the pain will come back. so i was acutally feeling very uncomfortable...the prac test was ok, and it ended late, so just went straight to cca without eating. coz i dun feel hungry at all. felt like vomiting. when i carried the weapons my hand actually felt extremely pain. i didnt know what exactly happened to my hand, but the pain just acts up when i carry heavy things. but i felt so much more light hearted when i am in cca, i felt much more free than when i am in the classroom. the atmosphere in the class is so tense, with horrible results and everything, its wearing me out. cleared our runs, and i actually did chao2 tian1 deng4 with the help of chantal and enqi:D i cant believe that i did a chao2 tian1 deng4, coz i am so inflexible. and its not actually pain when i bring my whole leg up. haha:D i just felt very carefree when i am with the wushu ppl, even if it means very vigorous trng, i still feel happier than staying in class and trying to absorb all the knowledge that teachers are stuffing into us. i nvr felt tired of studying, and i actually felt like giving up this time round. my parents can see that i am very stressed, and asked if i wanna transfer to another school. and the thing holding me back from transferring sch, is actually rvwushu. i dun wan to leave them. nvr. went back home... bathed and slack. i dun wanna do anything. its making me sick. i am sick of all these. sick of everything. SS501 FIGHTING!!!{4:25 AM}
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