damn it, my cough has been persisting for 3 weeks alr. and after the weekends, it will be the 4th week. cough for one whole month. and i think its more than that. 1 to 2 week before sch hols i alr starting coughing.

and i have been spamming myself with 凉茶,medicines and everything said to be able to cure coughs.

and my cough is not getting any better. in fact, its worsening.

and i refuse to go see doctor again. coz i went 2 times le. and i am still coughing. proves that the doctors are useless.

and and and i seldom quarrel with my dad, but today i quarelled with him becoz of my cough. coz he left for work later today, so he heard me cough. and so he asked me"我听你咳嗽有好几天了。要去看医生." then i refused to, my dad didnt say anything. that's why i seldom argue with him, coz he dont really go against my wishes. then he asked"这个假期还有没有去哪里?" then i say "去学校lor". then my dad ask again"除了去学校还有没有去哪里?" then i say "有秦兵的outing 在sentosa". then my dad say if my cough nvr recover by next fri (which is 秦兵's outing), he wont allow me to go for the outing and i am supposed to go see doctor instead. then i was angry with him, coz i alr agreed with my all the 秦兵, so i say by then i will stop coughing one. so that's the argument i had with my dad.

dad: if by fri your cough havent heal then you cant fo to sentosa, have to see doctor
me: will heal by friday one
dad: i also hope will heal by fri. but IF never heal by fri i wont allow you to go anywhere.
me: i say will heal by friday
(coz i dun wanna agree to not going to sentosa and seeing doctor if i nvr heal by fri, coz i scared i really wont heal by fri, so i dun wan make any promises)
dad: i say IF you dun heal leh?
me: will one.
dad: i dun care. if you nvr heal by fri i you dun go to sentosa and i will bring you to see doctor.

then my dad went out of the hse.

(SCREAMS!) i wanna go out with 秦兵! stupid cough! and when my dad is at home i always have to try hard to control my cough,coz if he hears me cough he's gonna stop me from going anywhere. and its so uncomfortable trying to control it coz my throat is so itchy but i jus have to pretend that my cough is so much better. srsly, i dun wan my parents to 管我这么多,its like other people, they fever their parents still allow them to roam anywhere. my parents jus cant stop controlling me. i tot my mum is the only one, now my dad is learning from her. they jus dun understand the fact that i have grown up and i want to make my own decisions, i dun want them to care. even if i make the wrong decisions its my problem not theirs. they jus dun put enuf trust in me for me to do things my way.

saying all these also no use, someone pls help me. i have one more week to recover from this freaking cough before my stupid dad will stop me from going out.

and my sis jus walked into the hse holding an ice cream trying to tempt me. T_T no i wont fall into the trap. i wont sacrifice 秦兵for that stupid ice cream. i know how to prioritize:D

shall go sleep. my mum say when a person is ill, sleeping helps a person to recover faster. ok bye bye i shall go sleep until dinner time.

then my cough will heal!