damn suay today.

was woken up by my damn father at a freaking time of 6am just because he saw that my drawer was very messy and he called me up to scold me for being so messy

WTH FUCK T_T

i was still subconscious as he droned on how messy i am. and when i tried to sit up on my bed my whole body aches. especially the legs and waist and up to my back. woke up and tried to walk and my calf muscles feels tight. no wonder jiaolian say if we dun stretch properly tmr cannot walk.

havent had such muscleache for quite a long time. stamina drop without trng becoz of H1N1...

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after my dad scold finish, he ask me to go back to sleep. HELLO ITS LIKE 6AM IN THE MORNING? u wan to scold scold at like 3am mayb i still can go back to sleep. but its nearly morning and u woke me up and expects me to sleep. JOKE. and of coz, i didnt manage to go back to sleep, partly because of i felt pain all over.

then so 赖床for a while, finally cant sleep le, woke up at 7am. then i walked into the kitchen, and the first thing my mum did was to scold me. like wat my dad did. 1 hour get one scolding. WTF.

my mum say i nvr wash my own water bottle. fuck u la, its your job to wash it ok. if not u stay at home be 家庭主妇for wat. everyday complain a lot of 家务to do, in the end all we do ourselves. srsly i tink my mother very 空闲at home. coz she made me and my sis help her vacuum the floor, fold the clothes, iron the clothes, mop the floor blah blah blah. my mum ask my bro to help my bro refuse to help she nvr say anything. me and my sis refuse she will start nagging like a mad bitch. BIASED. next time when i hav my own children i shall treat the girls better than the boys. 重女轻男. i shall change the nonsense that guys can do everything and girls cant.

so as i went to wash my water bottle, my mother continue nagging. wat can i do? jus let the nagging go into my left ear come out from my right ear lor.

then i walked very slowly into the living room coz of the muscle ache. then i took a book and read. then my mum walk in and ask me go buy breakfast. WTH la, my whole body so pain u ask me go down buy. my mum is FREAKING lazy. even this kind of small thing she also dun wan to do, still have the face to complain that she's always busy with housework.

and weekends i saty at home i nvr see her doing any housework one. she only 做个样子in front of my dad only. coz my dad always go to work later during weekends, so in the morning my mum would act act cook alot of food for my dad to eat, then keep staying in the kitchen while my dad is reading newspaper in the living room, like she very hardworking like that. then after my dad go to work, my mum starts asking us to do housework for her. then she will coop herself in her room and relax while reading her newspaper. T_T. then after she read newspaper she will say “我要休息一下，你们不要吵”then my mum go and sleep while we vacuum the floor for her. WAT A JOKE. and then sometimes my dad call home from work, and my mum is sleeping, my mum would put up a show again.

~phone rings~
dad: 叫妈妈来听
me:妈妈在睡觉

then my mum would immediately jump out of bed and snatch the phone from me and will tell my dad

mum:我没有睡啦，只是做家务累了，躺一下而已

then my dad would believe my mum and command me to help with the housework so my mum wouldnt be so累。

T_T

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went to buy breakfast, came up and as i was eating my dad opens my drawer again and scold again. and he forced me to go tidy my drawer immediately. FUCK U LA, who gives u the permission to open my drawer in the first place? and i messy is my business what. why u so kaypo? and my sis and bro's drawer even messier u dun call them up and scold them early in the morning then force them to tidy it when they are eating right? why are u learning from my mum to become so biased and naggy? both of u suck.

i have just started the morning for abt 2 hours and so many unhappy things happened. becoz of my sucky parents. i was very angry with them, but i cant possibly hit them or something right? but i just need to say all these things out. so i posted. later go picnic with zy and my i shall shout my lungs out. shout out all my 怨恨towards my parents. if not all these 怨恨stay inside me i will become a 充满仇恨的人。

but i shall not let all these affect my 心情. i am going to play happily with zy and my tdy:D i shall play until late late then go home. dun wanna face my freaking parents. still got one more sunday to tolerate their nonsense.