went back to sch quite early today to meet lamwan for my 论文.

discussed with lamwan for arnd 1hr +, then went to library to read books coz i waiting for my family who are dancing.

then i was immersed in my doraemon comic book when mrs kan approached me and asked me if i was free. then i said i was, then she ask me if i could do her a favour. and i agreed.

then she brought me into the staff room, and infront of me were stacks of unopened parcels. then inside the parcels are newsweek magazines. there are 2 different types of magazines, then i am supposed to separate them and arrange them into stacks of 30 each. then mrs kan found two more students whom i dunno to help. then after we finish, each of us have to carry 4 stacks, which is like 120 books up to the 3rd storey to give to the year 4 ppl who are taking o level higher chinese. i think i walked across 4H, so i tried to spot ziyi, in the end saw tony. haha:)

then finally finished helping mrs kan, i went back lib to read my comic again, and once again, one librarian approached me and ask me to help her carry some humongous cardboards. lucky liheng was there to help. then after that ask us remove posters inside the lib.

wl i go sch be free labourer.

then liheng was doing his survey then i was slacking, saw hueychyi then go join her. then junweng came. went to find rachel and mutang at dance studio

jw,mt,liheng,rach and me went to my hse there de hawker centre da3 bao1 then went liheng's hse eat. watched a M18 movie. damn damn bloody. i dun dare to watch. most of the time i am closing my eyes.

but got 1 scene i really cant forget. its v OMG.

there's this chinese guy called Jie and he was suspected tampering with a machine that belongs to a Japanese company. then the Japanese guy was very angry and his men held Jie very tightly then this Japanese guy asked him who is the mastermind. Jie dun wan to tell, then the people pressed Jie to the ground and the Japanese guy used a blade and 割through his Jie's face very slowly. and can see the Jap guy use alot of force to cut Jie's face. the cut is damn deep la. i watch until there i really cannot take it already.

as if that wasnt bad enough,

the Jap guy, after disfiguring Jie, continued to force him to say out the mastermind. then Jie still dun wan to say, the Jap guy go put Jie's right hand into a piping hot stove and then used a 铲子and CHOP off his hand. i am totally freaked out. i almost cried, not because i pity Jie but i was really tramautised. then the mastermind, which is Jackie Chan, arrived at this time, and demanded the Jap guy to return the hand (which is chopped off). Then the Jap guy go take the chopped off hand, then say "还给你", but the Jap guy go throw the hand on the floor and stepped on it. And dunno why but Jie shouted very loudly in pain when the Jap guy stepped on his chopped off hand. i think even though the hand is disconnected, no matter what that hand belongs to you and you can still feel it. its the amazing thing about biological creatures.

when i am typing this i am feeling really freaked out. i swear never to watch M18 shows anymore until i come to age, mature enough to watch such things. i am really really tramautised. i think today i am not gonna slp well.

and i almost vomited my lunch out when i saw this scene. so i requested junweng they all to stop watching the show. but they wan watch, so i cant take it anymore i went into liheng's room and look at his WONDERFUL collection of books. he really has alot alot alot of books. but then i feel like i very anti social so i went back to the living room to join them, but most of the time i was closing my eyes and covering my ears. its damn freaking bloody.

no more M18 shows for me. really cannot take it.

and there's this part the Jie keep saying he wants his hand back. i really feel v sad for him. but in the end Jackie Chan helped him take revenge, coz Jackie Chan cut off the Jap guy hand in the end. LOLS:D but i dunno why i see the part Jackie Chan cut off Jap guy's hand i v happy. haha, coz i support Jie and Jackie Chan. LOLS:D who ask the Jap guy so cruel to do such a thing. Jie is quite good looking and he got disfigured. its like such a long and deep scar.

omg i shall stop saying all these. i am feeling very very very disgusted.

went back home after watching the show. totally dunno what to say. mind all blank. then junweng still encourage me to watch more of these kind of show so i wun feel scared when i see such shows.

i think i see alot i will still be scared. srsly. how can anyone be 麻木to something so inhumane?

i wun tell you wat show issit, coz i am not gonna encourage you all to watch M18 shows. i really experienced a shock. there's even more bloody scenes at the back but i just closed my eyes.

anw, 2 more days to beijing trip. i dun feel the excitement at all.

bye.